I don’t know why, but there comes a time once a year (at least) where I feel soo insignificant. I know I’m blessed, blah blah and get over it already right? But it’s something I just can’t help, something inside me just gets me all down. I don’t wanna talk to anybody, I don’t wanna see anybody. I just feel so not worth it, like I’m doing everyone a favour but dropping from the face of the earth. I’ve been like this a few weeks and I’m just coming to realize how thoughtless I’m being..what do my friends think about all this? They probably hate me. I mean they know I can get like this but I don’t expect them to get used to it. I know what it’s like to have a really good friend go m.i.a on your ass for no good reason so why am I doing this to them? I’m selfish is what I am, I’m so inconsiderate of how their feeling. I need to make it up to them somehow. I need to put all my insecurities aside and think about somebody besides myself for a change.